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Worst. Summer. Ever. [Sep. 2nd, 2004|05:56 am]
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[mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[music |Greenday - American Idiot]

Indeed, it has been. Well..not exactly. Sure I met some awesome people on the net over the last two months, who I love and adore. But I really didn't do anything this summer. Probably the only place I went to was Dave and Busters. Oh, wow. So basically, I really didn't do what I wanted to this summer. I'm a bit stressed about the whole high school thing..I'm going back on the 9th. Apparently, I was switched from marching band to orechestra. And I'm missing out on all the cool anime music they're doing. And uh, also, apparently, today is PICTURE DAY. Yes, picture day. Don't know why the fuck they're doing it today, but I'm not going. I don't have a ride, and..I'm fucking screwed. I'm turning in my registeration forums late. This fucking blows ass balls. I haven't even gotten any of my supplies. I'm fucking screwed. God...well, the best news I've gotten today was that Dani has returned! Although she has been back on the net for like a month, I just never check her xanga...God, I suck at being a friend. I don't really keep up with them..Man..and I found out two days ago, one of my online friends, Katie, was stabbed during a robbery in her apartment, but she's doing fine. Ugh..this blows..just fucking..blows. =/
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(no subject) [Aug. 23rd, 2004|02:39 am]
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[mood |blahblah]
[music |nothing because my mother is being a bitch as usual]

Sweet fuck. Looks like I need to update this thing a bit more. Well, I got bored so I decided to do so. =) Even though I have limited time to surf the net before my computer decides to shut down on me, then I have to reboot it. >_>;; Well, life sucks again, as usual. My mother took my cd player away, for herself, because I broke the cd player on the stereo, so I'm screwed out of listening to anything. In which I am going fucking insane without music. I got desparate so I forced my AFI and Disturbed cds in my cd-rom, which I broke after it wouldn't play my Muse cd. But now my Disturbed cd is stuck in there. Whoope fuckin' do. I now have to buy 6 cds I already own. Funny thing is, I didn't buy them in the first place, except for my AFI cd. And we all know how poor I am. Then I'll buy a 30 dollars worth of double a batteries.

Sometime soon, I'm going to remake my xanga, just for the hell of it. I want to keep in touch with my real life friends over the net, so why not? I'm just going to be getting a new username so stupid fucks like Seaver Klug or Catherine Chang, or any other morons from school decide to invade my life. Heh, Seaver left a comment telling me he agreed that I have no life and I do infact need professional help, so I deleted and blocked his message, and I told him he's lucky he'll be going into 8th this year, and I won't be able to kick his ass for saying that. Well, no one liked him anyway. So no one would care if I did. But I feel like a bad friend, I never got to say goodbye to Dani, and I haven't talked much to Brin or Kandy, or Erin, or really anyone else. And some of my online friends, too. I should send a letter to Becky sometime soon, I didn't get the chance to because I use doramail for my email, and my IE freezes up whenever I go there, so I'm using my yahoo email.

Oh yes, I finally saw the Cowboy Bebop movie. It owned. As I thought it would. And well, gosh, I'm heartbroken that Jess won't be online as much anymore..well, not THAT heartbroken, but you know what I mean. Oh, haha..looks like Aaron never left the net to begin with. He was just fucking around..god damn him. Christ. This is what happens when I don't update in a while, posts get too long. XD
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Moh Vincent I A's birthday [Aug. 12th, 2004|09:28 am]
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[mood |guiltyguilty]
[music |311 - that remake of The Cure song]

Today is Moo's birthday. Yesterday, around 4pm I was about to wish him a happy birthday, since in the UK it was 12am. But then I signed onto MSN and Seftah invited me into a chat with her, Bob, and Moo. But well.. Moo is all like "who invited her?" and I took that as like, he didn't want me there, so I said, "what the fuck ever, I'm outta here." And then he has the nerve to invite me into a voice conference. I said no like 4 times, and he wouldn't stop. I wanted fucking bitch slap him and say "you obviously didn't want me in the msn conversation, why do you want me in the voice?" I feel bad, but I mean, I was crying for like an hour, and I started throwing shit, and cut myself..yet again..I'm just an emotional case like that I guess..but I'm just going to wait until he comes online today..I guess..um..

Well, I got MSN, obviously. And yes, I read the "internet charges may apply" at the bottom, so if they fuck with me with AIM did, then I'm deleting that shit off my computer. Anyway, my address is afgunitbijan_lover@hotmail.com (named after Bijan of course lol) if you want to add me. I still don't know how the hell Seftah got my address, but oh well. I guess we can be nice to eachother now, since she no longer has feelings for MVIA.

What the fuck @ Jesse's livejournal. You won't be on for a while? You were on last night. Uh, even though you went to go walk your dog and never came back..but oh well.
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... [Aug. 10th, 2004|05:39 pm]
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[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Hoobastank - Same Direction]

How the hell do you change the font on here? Anyway, my IE appearantly doesn't agree with LJ, because it shuts the whole thing down, then says it's an illegal operation.. I haven't even done any illegal..well, at least not yet. So I have limited time to be on my IE before it crashes.

I'm so pissed off, I should kill Andy Dick. He kicked off Stefani, the cool goth chick on The Assistant. I no longer have a reason to watch that show, but I will probably find myself watching it next Monday.

Oh joy, my mom taped Cowboy Bebop the movie for me last night. She told me it was weird and just told her well, obviously she wouldn't get it, because she's never seen the series itself. I've seen all the episodes at least 20 times each over the last two years. Well, I'm going to go watch that later tonight.
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Fucked [Aug. 8th, 2004|08:46 am]
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[mood |irritatedirritated]
[music |Linkin Park - P5hng Me A*wy (reanimation)]

I spent an hour working on this piece of shit. Jesus fucking Christ. Well, it semi looks like my original layout, but what the hell, I don't want to mess with it, so I'll just leave it the way it is now. God.. well, I'm screwed. Bijan knows how I feel, or at least according to Faye, whom which, left two comments on my xanga, Masochist, and now, I don't know whether to believe her, that he knows how much I love him, but I can't blame myself for loving him. I'm only human. But still.. I don't want him to be giving me weird looks all throughout highschool, so if he ever asks me, I'll just tell him, I don't feel that way anymore. As much as I hate to look him in the eye and lie to him, I guess that is what I will have to do.
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Here we go again [Aug. 7th, 2004|01:59 pm]
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[mood |anxiousanxious]
[music |AFI - But home is nowhere]

...I got another livejournal =) This makes, uh...4, I believe. The last one, I had the email sent to aeris@doramail.com, but since Doramail is freezing up on my IE, I can't view it, so I had to go over the whole process of getting another lj, just to send an email to a webpage I can actually view. So that fucking sucks. But at least now I can harass..um..comment, on other people's ljs :) I feel a bit happy, I guess. Wish my IE would stop fucking with me, though, but I'm trying my best <_<;
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